Wow, has been quite a while since I have blogged. Usually doesn't even occur to me lately. I am having a really, really tough time right now with depression I guess, I have just felt so down since last week. I had this period when I had a lot more than normal insight on how much has changed with my personality and my abilities and it sent me spiraling down in to a depression I can't seem to pull out of. I called my GP and had an appointment with him today because I also have a virus and he said...

It has been really tough for my MDI ,,Craig has been having more and more anger outburst,,Jo took him to doctor yesterday and doctor put him on seroquel25mg,,twice a day,,I pray that will help,,Jo said they really take time with her and Craig and explain what is going on and steps to take for what is ahead,,they want a meeting with Jo and family members that can help her out and we will put that together real soon..Craigs talking is less and less,,most the time just word,,yea,,, or I don't
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Today I scattered my brother's ashes. I went to the same place where we scattered first my Dad's and then my Mum's. A beautiful spot where the river winds and twists through lush green countryside. I stood on the bridge about an hour before high tide and, with love, I completed the last physical process. As I watched the water flow underneath the bridge I let three flowers fall .... one for each member of my family. Now Michael's body is as free as his spirit.