Made the mistake of looking at hubby's internet browsing history the other day. Porn sites and "is online gambling legal." What a punch in the gut and so unlike him. I think the porn is sporadic and there are no children here who might run across it, so it just is what it is. I think he would be (for now) too afraid of getting into trouble for online gambling for that to be a problem. Our money is separate except for a joint household account and I pay those bills, so I would notice right away...

Well my last posting was the last day of school and this posting is prior to the first day of school. Once again I return to work with a heavy heart as I have to leave my husband with caregivers for 10 hours per day. Our regular morning caregiver is on holidays for the next month and the afternoon caregiver is not always the same so this week we are introducing three new people to his care. Generally he just sleeps when he can't deal with change which isn't a bad thing. My heart breaks to leave...

We established a non profit last year dedicated to educating medical professionals about FTD. We also are in the process of establishing a patient clinic for anyone that might suspect or is already diagnosed with FTD, no mater their financial situation. Pepsi has selected our idea for a $50,000 GRANT and now it is up to popular vote. Please visit this site and vote for our idea to make a difference in FTD. Vote once a day every day for the month of August. Tell all your family and friends....

I have now spent about two weeks trying to build my self esteem by earning money again. I have investigated many methods of making money on the internet and have come to two conclusions. Number one, 99 percent of them are scams designed to get your money. Number two, I am unable to tell the difference. Almost all advertisements remind me that their method is legitament but most others are not.

The surveys which promise money and prizes may be OK, but they are designed...

Sorry about the long delay in posting this. It must be my motivation or procrastination problem. I will not review the last few years of my FTD but will bring this blog up to date.

Although I was involved in the decisions to turn all financial control over to my wife in the beginning, I now have second thoughts. I understand that we need to protect ourselves from me. I have seen one friend with FTD loose his business due to poor judgement and decisions. I have seen another with...